Friday, April 3, 2009
I don't know what I want..
Harder than any other question I’ve made for Pautakan, and probably the hardest I’ve faced so far.
For once in my life, I don’t know what I want.
I don’t know what could make me happy.
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know where to begin and I don’t know where I should end up.
Really, I think my entire life is pretty messed up right now.
I don’t know where to go. I see no direction in my life, with no path to take, nor a single step to follow.
I’m just stuck.
I don’t think I did what I had to do. I feel like it’s useless to do something I know would not work eventually.
Damn. I just don’t know what I want.
I don’t know what my real purpose is.
I may be over thinking sometimes but hey, that’s what I do the most – THINK!
I really don’t know what happened, what is happening and what will happen.
I need some help. I need some support. I need every bit of luck I could get right now.
I’m hoping for the best.
Damn. Enough of this self pity thing!
I need to catch some sleep. I hope this thing works.